For example, the Queen of England is the Head of The Church
of England where our President is The Commander and Chief. Both are the leaders of nations, but are
given responsibilities in two different realms; one is religious and the other
military. As I mentioned them, you
pictured them and who they are in those positions – didn’t you? We have expectations of these positions and
when they are not met we become disappointed.
Likewise, our God has many names; they speak of him as
relational, and as the authority in various realms of responsibility. We will look at one of these, later and
examine the promise of it.
There are people in our lives who have not lived up to the
expectation or need in relational areas of responsibility with us. We have missed the mark on many occasions, as
well. These disappointments translate into
all our relationships until new trust is built.
Knowing this is there any wonder as to how easily the devil puts the goodness
and faithfulness and dependability of our God on trial in our minds as circumstances
arise where trust is needed.
It would be an effort, crowned with failure and even prison
if I attempted to function as the president of the United States. And as my bosses executive assistant, I can
speak in her behalf in selected areas, I can arrange meetings, travel and make
purchases, but termination would be certain if I attempted to function as the
CEO. Yet, I found myself trying to
function as, “God” in circumstances which required trust in my God’s realm of
responsibility.
Off and on for a number of years I have been the source of
supply in the areas of emotional comfort, encouragement and finances for three
close family members. I put myself in
that position for a couple of reasons; one, I thought I needed to pay for the
guilt I felt from my failures (Duh! Hadn’t
God forgiven me?!). And because I obviously
wasn’t really trusting that God would rise to the need…and He just sat back and
let me attempt to be Him. I was told
once that God doesn’t force Himself into any situation, I can testify to the
truth of this.
Several years ago my husband purchased a small blanket/throw
which has woven in it the names of God.
It is usually wrapped around me when I have my coffee-quiet time in the
mornings because my chair is leather and usually cold to sit on. On a recent morning I was filled with the
overwhelming responsibility of these circumstances and the ongoing needs. I bowed my head, began to cry and said, “Lord,
I cannot do this anymore, I am just not sufficient and I am running out of resources.” I’m sure there was a collective gasp from the
living creatures surrounding the thrown of God that morning when I finally gave
up…I could almost hear it. After a few
seconds, as my tears dried up, I opened my eyes to the blanket across my lap to
see the words, “El Shaddai – The ALL Sufficient One.” That’s the kind of thing
to make you laugh and cry at the same time.
I grabbed my Bible to get a better understanding of this
Name/Job Title. The first time was in Genesis
chapter 17, God told Abram that he and Sarai (now elderly) they would become
parents. God introduced Himself as El
Shaddai: the ALL mighty, the ALL
sufficient, the ALL bountiful, the nourisher, strength giver, satisfier, the
supplier of the needs of His people – in short The ALL God.
At the same time He changed their names (job titles) from
Abram, which means exalted father to Abraham, which means father of a multitude. He was telling Abraham what he would be, not
what he (Abraham) thought he was. He
changed Sarai, which means princely to Sarah, which means the mother of
princes. The second time is in Genesis
chapter 35 when He wrestles with Jacob.
God changes Jacob’s name, which means surplanter to Israel, which means
God’s Prince. There is so much in the
meaning of these old to new job titles, but for the sake of time we won’t go
there today.
So I realize as I’m meditating on all this that when God
introduces Himself as El Shaddai to someone the next step is a name
change. The Spirit spoke to my spirit
and asked, “In one word, what is the opposite of ALL?” It was a quick answer, I said, “nil or none
or nothing.” He smiled and agreed, “Your
new job (name/title) is ‘nothing’. You
do nothing and say nothing unless I tell you to do or say something. You are to pray and trust Me. I AM the ALL, you are not”
What a load He has taken from off my shoulders – I really
understand and am understanding to trust is to have the “yoke” removed – His burden
is easy and His Yoke is light.
(Daniel) saying, "Blessed be the name of God, forever and ever. He knows ALL, does ALL:
He changes the seasons and guides history, He raises up
kings and also brings them down, he provides both intelligence and discernment,
He opens up the depths, tells secrets, sees in the dark — light spills out of
him!” Dan. 2:20-22 (THE MESSAGE)